Hoy

It has been a long time since I have blogged. Ahhhh what has happened in my life. So many things...how time has passed. I have to say I have my good days and bad days. Who doesn't really?But I can say there have been more good than bad. Had fun translating for parent teacher conferences its nice to be able to help them. It's a win win. I get to practice my Spanish and they understand what is being said. I am happy to work with my Kinders they are so sweet always saying they like something out of my outfit so cute! Just the little things like a thank you fills my heart. I don't need a lot to be happy. I have come to realize how much I was missing these kinds of feelings.  New feelings I have never experienced...or maybe because I am growing up..??? I do not know. I have to be doing homework so I will stop...When I have a chance  I will write more. Adios.

Back @ It!

I am back working and I love the schedule that I got! I mostly work with Kinder and the rest of the day I am helping in the Title 1 office. It is nice because I really don't feel like I am working being with the Kindergarten students. For lunch I pick up 1st and 3rd  Gr. they may be a handful but I see I am not the only one struggling. It isn't so bad ;). Right now I had to put my head down and try to rest I feel tired but I think I got enough hours last night so I don't know why I feel like this. This new adventure with eBay is quite an adventure. I only have one item listed actively because the other people have bought my other items...but they haven't paid so I still have the item because I will not send out until they pay me. I don't know what to think...I have two people who for some reason just bet and didn't pay. GRR We will see what happens. I need to go buy more merchandise if they do end up paying. Have to go now, I will continue working on my project!
-Espy

Moment from work:
When a student says I am going to eat you in the cafeteria..I say: "No you can't you just ate". :)

<3 "Still Into You" by Paramore just came on my iheart radio <3

How to Style a Black Chandelier

How to Style a Black Chandelier by espy610 featuring forever 21

Thinking...

Right like I don't think...well I am thinking about the future. Today was the last day of summer school (work). I felt very weird in telling people I would see them in Aug. I mean I am torn am I going to work at the school again or go ahead and look for another job. ughhhh decisions decisions WOW hwtime got to finish up fast...manana is going to be a busy day for me I need to get this stuff done!

   :) --->Going to listen to some Plug In Stereo along with doing homework <3 yes SIR!
Like I told Susy I am going to fight to make her be happy....what ever I have with all my strength going to live to try to make my sister smile, laugh, LIVE!! I don't know how I came to that but it did, a message from our father I don't know. Got to go for real now!
-Espy

Sh----------->!t

Okay it has been a long time...over a month now that I have not posted anything...been really busy with summer school. (My job and my online classes.) To the point that I have had my depressed moments--really like days that I do not feel like doing homework. Sounds like being lazy..but I get a block and I cannot focus. Right now taking a break, had to and news come flying..news I do not like. Got to get back to finishing up my work need to catch up and stay on top of things!!! OHH picture below of you know who! Picture came out amazing. Had so much fun at the concert. :)

Last day

The dance was really fun! Sweat and all :p got some students to dance! Yay! My day ended on a high in 4th grade! They are amazing kids...I felt the love as a  handful came to give me a hug as I left :) Going to miss these students and I hope the best for them. Driving away I got emotional. :'( This year has passed so fast.

School is coming to an end....

The one I work at. We had an assembly and I felt so proud to have some of the kids I work with receive awards. I felt so much joy! I had a huge smile on my face...it was weird! :) Today was water day it was nice to see all the kids enjoy themselves! I did put sunscreen but did not reapply...I got burned. It was tiring and I drank a whole water bottle. Had to keep hydrated or else DUN DUN DUHHHHH! My past with getting DEhydrated is bad! Tomorrow is the talent show cannot wait to see what the kids are going to present. Thursday is the last day of school and they are having a dance...I am chaperoning twice during the whole dance time. Should be fun!                                                                                                         

Stressin! Messin up...

So I have been stuffing my face in with cookies, candy, things I should be eating a tiny bit of..when in reality I've been snacking on them more than once. This happens because we actually have food! We rarely have food...now that we do I am over doing it. It does not help that I felt intimidated by the syllabus of my communication class. I am doing it already--avoiding the class which has not officially started yet. [YIKES] I do not know why I do this...last online class that I was petrified about turned out to be okay got an A, I did need to work really hard though. I need this I need to prove to myself that I can go back to putting the time into classes and earning those A's. All this grade talk on my blog..new topic ;) next post for sure! Oh and I am disappointed in that I missed one of my exercise slots. I usually workout every other day...did not :( Manana I will do so, I will try to make up for the day lost. Have to go ZZzzZzZ. Have to go to work in a few hours.

School Status

Picture from cartoon show we use to watch when we were younger RECESS :)

Ya se acabo! :) Get a little break until summer school starts up. Ended up with B's in both classes. I am happy I almost got A's they were very high B's. This coming semester and summer I expect my grades to be all A's. If I work hard and do not procrastinate I should be able to get A's again. ;P I need to get back and working hard and putting all my efforts on homework.

This work week//Friday afternoon:Mothers Day

This week we Dibeled ...less stressful than last time actually got to go to our normal schedule one hr with 4th grade..fun times had a sweet moment when a student wished me Happy Mothers Day...I told him I dont have kids and he looked about the room gesturing to the class "we're kids" AWWW My first reaction was shock and then it sunk in... I got to see siblings of other children I know already. Usually it was that they are a year apart. It was fun to try to look into their faces and guess who they were related to. So after work on Friday I went to the HR building/Services for MPS on Main because they had sent out an email about getting some stuff checked out-health wise stuff...its called a biometric  screening for free for employees. It checks out you glucose, blood pressure, and cholesterol. They also checked how much I weigh and my waist. It's like a prevention thing and to just promote being healthy. I was scared but they were all nice.  The numbers I got back were good. :) I was happy but I know I need to work on eating more healthy food and less processed food. It seems like I am addicted to the bad food :/ . Got home I want to say Susy took her nap and then we went out and bought all the stuff we needed to buy to complete our mommas Mothers Day gift! :) It turned out perfect we came home wrote in her card and were ready by the time she called. We came back after picking her up and ate a salad. Mami opened up her present bag she liked everything we got her. She said we shouldn't have spent on her..but we did!

"You know..."

"You know..." by espy610 featuring leather slouch boots

One Saturday...(bkground)

Jimenez Family:Espy, Susy, & Lulu

la la la...

School is almost over.. only one final left! :) My last project I am not proud of..turned it incomplete. We will see how I do. I think this semester is going to be all B's. I guess that is okay for what we have been going through. Work was good, no real trouble there. This week coming up is more testing ---all week actually. Right now listening to PlugInStereo..I love his voice and lyrics! Listening to his songs make me feel like I am soaring...I am always telling Susy that I want to fly, I am flying listening to his music. An amazing artist for sure! Anyways going on need to focus on finishing up school and meeting up with an adviser. This coming week maybe???! Hmmm going to work on a gimp image, the first one I did following a tutorial is below! Soy yo climbing cheesecake cupcakes. What should my next gimp be like we will see..I'll post it if it comes out good :P
--Espy

This week...

Hello so yesterday I had a small meltdown. It had to do with work and just dealing with the fact that it is hard to try yes TRY to discipline kids. Just took one hour to change my mood and day. :( But Susy looked up some stuff I can do and how to talk to the kids so I will try the suggestions she found. But one thing I have to mention is "Chummy"...one of the students I work with (Kinder) instead of saying chubby said chummy so CUTE!! :)  Another Kindergarten student this week said "you look beautiful" awww This work week had a rough start and ending but now the weekend is here and we need to focus on the happy moments rather than on the bad ones. ;)  Looking forward to watching our favorite PBS shows. School news..ehh okay. Job search update...can't really find jobs I would want to work at after summer school, but I will still keep looking. Need to look for places to rent too..if we are going to move out. We will see we will see.

Here I am!?

Well my resolution to blog every week did not work out with school and work and other problems...
I feel at this moment that I was getting back on track. I feel like the world was coming into balance at least in my little world. I do not want another persons opinion to cause me to go down hill. I will not let that happen. With the people I surround myself with is enough to push aside any negativity. My sisters words have more value. I love you Susy! :) I will try to blog every week! Right now going to put a timer on my phone for every Sunday or Saturday to write a blog. Now to some positive things and such a tiring week at work. So the kids had AIMS and I had to walk and walk...WALK. I must be out of shape...I know I am out of shape ;) Got to work out. Had a great weekend! Just finished watching two really good shows on PBS. Work tomorrow. Pics below of what we watched :)  LOVED them both

Mr. Selfridge

The Bletchely Circle

LRN

Hello so since early Jan. I haven't put anything up...Susy found out some bad news...someone very important had passed and left us here on earth to go with our father. I took it really hard, my mind was crazy and it didn't help going two weeks after to his funeral..bawling but I could not help it. I pushed this resolution of writing on here...I couldn't. I have to accept that death is our end to our physical being here on Earth and just hold on to the memories that I shared with this amazing human being. I will forever have his smile in my memory. :) His love of life...Now going on work has been ups and downs, but I am glad I can say that I love it! I truly am lucky to have this job. School wise there have been some bumps to projects and hw....but on it right now..so I am off have to study test tomorrow.
FREEWAY NEWS: driving on the freeway more..very scary...but a quick way to get to point B :P

L.R.N

Hello...said I would blog once a week I can do that  :S...turns out I haven't kept up the working out part...going to work out today. Just after I eat my chile relleno YUM and it settles down in my TUMMY. My first week back at work went amazing. I had a great week at work! Hoping I am in such a good mood once school starts up next week, Wednesday to be exactly. I am only taking two classes since the workload I cannot take on with working so much. Things that made me laugh, but were wrong to laugh about. Note: May be hard to understand. This individual paints their nails with a brown marker, another person comments "She is trying to make herself brown" Leaning back in chair...Same person comments "Shes trying to get brown under the light". Moments of awe..yesterday when we went to eat at Mcdonalds..Susy explaining why my soda had come out of my popo-te!
❤Espy

LRN:Life Right Now

2012 Xmas Tree

Wow...new year>> 2013! So far I have decided to workout at least for 5 mins everyday this year. I hope it sticks I know it only lasted for like two or three months last year on and off.. :/ Need to get rid of maybe a pound or two. I just know what I am eating is probably ruining the whole thing... sabotage! Over my vacation from work and everything else too I have been reading lots of books! I read Skipping Christmas requested from the library, from seeing it on some holiday book list--realized like three pages into it I have seen the movie based off the book :P I liked it, but maybe did not enjoy it much because I have seen the movie. Now that I remember I saw it in theaters when it came out. Anyways loved this break because I did not work :O) and I did get to enjoy my family little as it may be <3 Moments that will stay with me from last year: Not during my break but two days or so before it, my sister and I went to the Phoenix Art Museum...even though I was recovering from my flu or cold I went and we had a good time, glad we went. We had a good Christmas Eve watching  Miracle on 34th Street LOVED IT...never seen it before, and its the very first one but in color. Plus our mami got out early so we all got to watch it comiendo popcorn. New Years Eve we spent with our mom, went to pick her up from work and had a good time doing all the crazy things that would bring us luck, money etc @ 12am. Feeling right now at peace but knowing I need to make some decisions because once again it creeps up of where am I heading in life. Con eso Goodbye...off to eat ;) aww need to mention I got my lasagna finally the 1st of this year ...oh nice to say goodbye to an old friend==S.H. today even if it was really quick. Now really adios next week I'll blog something....another resolution!?

❤Espy 

Reading like crazy...

So I finished another book, Are you in the house alone? By Richard Peck.... it was suspenseful, scary. I liked how it was written and the time period it was set in. For me it scared me a bit, I felt for the main character. Along with her I felt hopelessness when no one would take her seriously. To the moments of the phone ringing, to seeing her "friend" not help her. It was interesting how each individual responded to finding out the truth, the way it made you question things. The descriptive details on the  other characters were incredible it gave you an image of them. (Madam Malevich and Sonia Slanek) Their parts stood out because of their dress, speech, and gestures. A good book to read in October!! ;)

Now I am reading another book by Richard Peck A day no pigs would die ...I think I have read it before, but I cannot remember.

I know this isn't well organized, but this is just how all my thoughts came out...cannot edit right now have to do homework.

Espy<3

Book Review?

So I wanted to see what the hype was on the: Diary of a Wimpy Kid series of books by Jeff Kinney, just like I had done with the Harry Potter series (LOVE) (and like always being behind in time to getting around to reading whats popular)...so anyways picked it up yesterday just finished reading it. I liked it, kept me flipping the pages. The thing is yeah the humor and sarcasm at times did not interest me, but I know I am not the intended audience. So if you are in elementary or jr high I believe the book is a good read.  Some of my favs and dislikes:

Favorite character: Rowley

Favorite part: the ending obviously rooting for Rowley

Dislikes: the whole getting back-revenge...maybe because I am not that young, or do not remember that I too had the same attitude when I was younger.

Wish I could recall some childhood/jr high memories :'( Glad I wrote down my crazy thoughts in jr high. Getting on task again..reading/writing time is over.

Espy <3